such a disgrace

It's not like this has even been a very busy summer. I sit at a desk each day, and honestly, have oodle of time on my hand to post 40 times a day. Perhaps I've lacked motivation or any topics I want to post on. Perhaps the problem is that I never wanted this to be a blog that tracked my days like an appointment book. I never wanted to start a post with "So, today I went to the _____ and saw _____ and then did ______ until I _____." Thus, I only posted when something inspired me or I wanted to get something off my chest. Like in Harry Potter, how Dumbledore uses the pensieve to store his memories but mostly memories he thinks will be important, not his latest trip to the wand store. But I think I've confused myself with Albus Dumbledore because, well, he (aside from being fictional...which yes I do know and do understand) is very busy (still aware it's fiction) and runs a school for wizards, not to mention protection all of the magic world from you-know-who. I, on the other hand, haven't even had a trip to a wand store to post the memory of. In fact, I haven't had much of anything that seemed worth posting. People ask me what I've been up to and shrug seems most appropriate. But I'm sure if I moved aside the PerezHilton posts, the news of Britney's latest blunder, and everything I know about the Olsen twins, I can come up with something. And I hope you will like it. Several new readers have emailed me (or IMed me, if we're tight like that) to tell me how great the blog is and to keep it up. I really really really am trying (in my head) and I can't make this one more thing I procrastinate on until it's irrelevant and permanently broken - a la my 4 year joke service, "SIFFBYMNSSY."

Also - POST! - it really does motivate me, and I think we all need to motivate each other. This is something I have learned from a new favorite blog of mine [http://malanbreton.blogspot.com/] - Malan Breton from season 3 of Project Runway. Yes, he is just the epitome of fabulosity. Kimora Lee Simmons - eat your botoxed heart out!